Say 'hi' to my blog.
it had been such a long time that i am never ever think of blogging.
It is kinda i lost the passion of writing at all.
Please don't ask me why.
The reason is unclear.
Will start new sem next wed. Hopefully, it will be a good start.
I'll study with all my heart. Sounds serious but it is true indeed.
My aim is to get second upper for all subjects.
I know it will be so difficult but i want to come out from my comfort zone.
It's enough for me being not so me.
I saw this phrase from somewhere- great mind thinks alike.
I love this phrase so much & i can't agree with it more.
There is still a very long journey for me.
I might be slow & take more time to complete compared to others but i won't mind the ways people are going to judge at me.
It is so tiring to live under what people are expecting on me.
I just want to live the way that i expect from myself.
need to put a full stop for this topic.
recently, i am 'addicted' to the books written by Jodi Picoult. They are so mind-blowing. Lots of conflicts in the story which make me think a lot in different issues. I have a better outlook on those issues. Perhaps i shall share those issues which are so debatable when i want to do so. I will be reading the lost symbol by Dan Brown next:) can't wait to turn on the first page.
Okie. will write soon if i can. will try to write more often.
Life is great for me though:)
Nothing more i can demand.
Feel so thankful for what i have now!
wish everyone will be alright with their life^^
wish mei chi can secure a job soon.
wish i can meet ei mun next time cos i always miss the chance to meet with her. at least i do not see her in real for more than 2 years. Guess we will be so much different now.
wish kai xin will be going to recover soon.
Ciao.
Sunday, 29 August 2010
Saturday, 29 May 2010
Wednesday, 3 March 2010
Dormant
I will temporarily stop from blogging for an indefinite period due to some personal reasons.
Honestly, i have no idea when i will return to blog again.
Perhaps when i think it is time to do so, i will continue my interest in writing.
Thank you to everyone who has been reading my blog:)
Honestly, i have no idea when i will return to blog again.
Perhaps when i think it is time to do so, i will continue my interest in writing.
Thank you to everyone who has been reading my blog:)
Thursday, 11 February 2010
Happy Chinese New Year:)
Happy Chinese New Year in advance!!!
May everyone are blessed in this special occasion:)
Will be going home tomorrow. feel so excited & happy.
Have fun:)
May everyone are blessed in this special occasion:)
Will be going home tomorrow. feel so excited & happy.
Have fun:)
Wednesday, 3 February 2010
random post
i want to post some photos but it takes me very long time and yet it can't be uploaded.
So, i will just post it when i have the time & patience.
Heard that one of my ex-classmates' father had passed away. It was so sudden.
It make me feel that people are fragile as they can't control what will happen to them but at the same time people are strong as they can determine the ways they want life to be, either being optimistic or pessimistic towards life.
My deepest condolences to him and his family. Hope he will be alright soon. It needs time.
Within these 2 years, few of my best friends' fathers had passed away which made me quite sad at that time too as their fathers treated me well. At the same time, i realize that i treasure all my family members more as they are important to me. Without them, i will not exist as who i am now. Besides, there are some friends who are really being helpful & kind to me, especially Nicole, Chui Qing & Xuan. Life is so great because of the existence of family & friends:) I heart them!!!
Chinese New Year is coming. However, i feel different for this year's CNY because my little brother is not with us to celebrate CNY but we have a new member which is Kai Xin ( the cutest baby in the world to me). I miss my little brother very much as he is the one who always advice & encourage me whenever i face any problems. we are close as he is 1 year younger than me. I am looking forward for the CNY. Might meet some old friends too.
Will only blog whenever there is something interesting happen. Life is quite the same recently. So, please bear with me.
Good night & sweet dreams everyone:)
So, i will just post it when i have the time & patience.
Heard that one of my ex-classmates' father had passed away. It was so sudden.
It make me feel that people are fragile as they can't control what will happen to them but at the same time people are strong as they can determine the ways they want life to be, either being optimistic or pessimistic towards life.
My deepest condolences to him and his family. Hope he will be alright soon. It needs time.
Within these 2 years, few of my best friends' fathers had passed away which made me quite sad at that time too as their fathers treated me well. At the same time, i realize that i treasure all my family members more as they are important to me. Without them, i will not exist as who i am now. Besides, there are some friends who are really being helpful & kind to me, especially Nicole, Chui Qing & Xuan. Life is so great because of the existence of family & friends:) I heart them!!!
Chinese New Year is coming. However, i feel different for this year's CNY because my little brother is not with us to celebrate CNY but we have a new member which is Kai Xin ( the cutest baby in the world to me). I miss my little brother very much as he is the one who always advice & encourage me whenever i face any problems. we are close as he is 1 year younger than me. I am looking forward for the CNY. Might meet some old friends too.
Will only blog whenever there is something interesting happen. Life is quite the same recently. So, please bear with me.
Good night & sweet dreams everyone:)
Tuesday, 26 January 2010
Sorry for being MIA for quite some time.
Sorry for the emotionalism in the previous post.
Don't worry of me anymore.
I am fine now.
Life has been great recently.
Doing a lot of things.
Met some new friends who are hilarious.
At the same time, my main focus is to study.
I want to find back the previous me who are being ambitious.
I would aim for at least 2nd upper for all subjects.
This is the promise i made to myself.
Lastly, thank you very much for those who are concerning about me.
I believe hope will exist after the storm & darkness in life:)
Have a great day everyone!
Sorry for the emotionalism in the previous post.
Don't worry of me anymore.
I am fine now.
Life has been great recently.
Doing a lot of things.
Met some new friends who are hilarious.
At the same time, my main focus is to study.
I want to find back the previous me who are being ambitious.
I would aim for at least 2nd upper for all subjects.
This is the promise i made to myself.
Lastly, thank you very much for those who are concerning about me.
I believe hope will exist after the storm & darkness in life:)
Have a great day everyone!
Tuesday, 5 January 2010
untitled
I feel so sad and down to maximum recently due to my studies. I have not had such feelings since few years back.
I done quite badly in the exam & it affected not only my grade but i need more time to finish my course. I am old enough to graduate that time compared to my friends.
Consequently, I was 'lectured' by my dad frequently.
I can't find any friends to talk to.
Either they can't understand my situation or i don't want to burden them.
So, i just pretend that i am okay & i can deal with it.
However, deep in my heart, i know i am NOT okay at all.
I want to hide from seeing everyone.
I want to spent my time alone.
I want to get rid of those phone calls, sms & gathering.
When i am being busy with my little cousins in home, i can control my feeling.
When i am back to KL, my mood is so unstable. feel so depress. so frightening. so insecure. I haven't inform my auntie that i am in KL. Sorry for not telling but i just need some time to calm myself.
I am living like a puppet. I have the body but without the soul & mind.
After i read an article from newspaper today, i am touched by the toughness of the girl--"黃昭芊 (ooi zhao qian)" (pls refer to SinChew Daily for details). Though she is born without hands, her bravery is really motivating. She did not give up albeit she is handicapped. She is better than many people including me.
I realize that what i had encountered is nothing at all compared to her. I will treat every obstacles that i encounter as the tests in life. It is depends on how i am going to face & solve the problems.I shall make changes in order to make the situation from worst to better. Everything is depends on how i am going to judge the thing & situation. Be more positive & optimistic.
Finally, i can shout out loud that I AM BETTER now but i just need some time to adjust myself & it won't take a long time. The next time i blog is the time i fully recover from the sadness.
So, Good Nite everyone! sweet dreams:)
I done quite badly in the exam & it affected not only my grade but i need more time to finish my course. I am old enough to graduate that time compared to my friends.
Consequently, I was 'lectured' by my dad frequently.
I can't find any friends to talk to.
Either they can't understand my situation or i don't want to burden them.
So, i just pretend that i am okay & i can deal with it.
However, deep in my heart, i know i am NOT okay at all.
I want to hide from seeing everyone.
I want to spent my time alone.
I want to get rid of those phone calls, sms & gathering.
When i am being busy with my little cousins in home, i can control my feeling.
When i am back to KL, my mood is so unstable. feel so depress. so frightening. so insecure. I haven't inform my auntie that i am in KL. Sorry for not telling but i just need some time to calm myself.
I am living like a puppet. I have the body but without the soul & mind.
After i read an article from newspaper today, i am touched by the toughness of the girl--"黃昭芊 (ooi zhao qian)" (pls refer to SinChew Daily for details). Though she is born without hands, her bravery is really motivating. She did not give up albeit she is handicapped. She is better than many people including me.
I realize that what i had encountered is nothing at all compared to her. I will treat every obstacles that i encounter as the tests in life. It is depends on how i am going to face & solve the problems.I shall make changes in order to make the situation from worst to better. Everything is depends on how i am going to judge the thing & situation. Be more positive & optimistic.
Finally, i can shout out loud that I AM BETTER now but i just need some time to adjust myself & it won't take a long time. The next time i blog is the time i fully recover from the sadness.
So, Good Nite everyone! sweet dreams:)
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