songs

I really don't know what really happen. I just keep on listen to 5 songs, which are perhaps love, stay, maria, winter sonata & 3 gatsu 9 ka. The music is so nice & the lyrics are so meaningful. I want to look for the korean songs in hangul but i can't find it. I just can find someone that translate in english & romanise the hangul.

a) PERHAPS LOVE >>>

on-je-yot-don-gon-ji / gi-yong na jin ah-na
ja-ku nae mo-ri-ga / no-ro u-ji-rop-don shi-jak
han-du bon-shik / doh-oh-ryu-dun seng-gak
ja-ku nul-o-ga-so / jo-gum dang-hwang-su-ru-un i ma-umpyol-il-I ah-nil su it-da-go / sa-so-han ma-umi-ra-go
ni-ga ne-ge ja-ku (ne ge ja ku)
ma-rul ha-nun / geh o-saeng-han-gol

Chorus:

sa-rang-in-ga-yo / ku-de nah-wa gat-da-myon shi-jahk-in-ga-yo
ma-mi jah ku gu dael / sa-rang-han-dae-yo
on se-sang-i dud-du-rok / so-ri-chi-ne-yo
wae i-je-ya dul-li-jyoh oooohh…
so-rol man-na-gi we-hyae / i-je-ya sa-rang cha-jat-da-go

ji-gum nae ma-umul / sol-myong-ha-ryoh hae-do
ne-ga nae-ga dwe-o mamul nu kki nun bang bop ppun in de

i-mi nan ni / a-ne / it-nun-gol
ni a-ne / ni-ga it-du shi
u-rin so-ro-we-ge (so ro we ge)
i-mi gil-dul-yo / jin-ji mo-la

Repeat Chorus:

Seng-gak-hae-bo-myon (saeng gahk hae boh myuhn)
Manh-un sun-gan-so-ke (so ke)
Ol-ma-na manhun (yeah) sol-le-im it-ot-nun-ji
jo-gum nujun gu man-kum nan do jal-hyae jul-kke-yo

ham-ke hal-ke-yo / chu-wok-i dwel giokman sol-mul-hal-ke-yo
da-shin nae gyote-so / ddo-na-ji ma-yo
jjal-bun sun-gan-jo-cha-do bul-an-han gol-yo
nae-ge mo-mul-lo-jwoyo oooohh…
Gu-dael i-roh-ke ma-nhi (gu to rok ma-nhi)
Sarang-ha-go wi-so-yo (gu dae yo ya mahn) i mi

Meaning---

I don’t know when it all started
When my head became dizzy with thoughts of you

These thoughts would often pop up in my mind
I feel anxious as my heart expands towards you

It’s nothing.. it’s just a little thing
Your words are awkward to me

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We’ve finally met.. finally found love

If I wanted to show you how I feel
The only way would be for you to become me

I’m already inside of you
Just like you’re inside of me

To each other [to each other]
We may already be too accustomed

Is it love? If you feel the same way, is it a beginning?
My heart keeps saying it loves you
It screams out for the whole world to hear
Why has it taken so long for me to hear it~?
We’ve finally met.. finally found love

When I think about it [when I think about it]
I realize how many moments there were when my heart trembled
I’ll try as harder as I was late in realizing my feelings

I’ll be with you, I’ll only give you fond memories
Please don’t ever leave me again
Even the shortest moments without you make me uneasy
Please stay by me~

I already love you so much (you’re the only one)

b) STAY>>>

Nan baboyosotjyo. Naega paboyosottjyo.
huhwehae-do neu-jotjyo aljyo dorikil sun opjyo
keudael bol su opssoyo nado algo issoyo
naega chongmal jalmo-thae-ssoyo chongmal mianhaeyo
keuttaen yae-gihaji mothaetjyo nomu orisogotjyo
ijewaso irohke ae-tae-umyo na[n]yongsor biroyo

Chorus:

Tangshinun nanun baboimnida
Chajonshim ttae-mune
Michol du-than guri-ume mang-ga-chigo itjyo
Tangshinun nanun babo-imnida
a-jik sa-rang-ha-gi-ye
ha-ru jong-il pong-po-ngul-go-ma-nit-jjyo
keu-dae-do na-do modu pabochorom

II.

Kurojin marayo dashi saenggakhaebwayo
suri ottoke yogikkaji himdulke wannunde
dashi saenggakhaebwayo huhwehashilkkoyeyo
naega chongmal jalmothaessoyo chongmalmianhaeyo
kuttaen yaegihaji mothaetjyo nomu orisogotjyo
ijewaso irohke ae-tae-umyo na[n]yongsorul biroyo

Repeat Chorus

Kudae op-shi-nna-han-su-ngan-do sal su opsoyo
Moril challado surul masyodo nun-mulmun hurujyo

Repeat Chorus

Ije do isang manggachichi mayo…

MEANING---

I was a fool, I was a fool
My regrets came late, no way to undo it
I can’t see you, I know
I was wrong. I am sorry

I couldn’t say it then
I was being absurd
Now in my grief
I ask for forgiveness

You, Me…we’re both fools
Because of our pride
We break down with yearning
You, Me…we’re both fools
For still loving
I cry all day long
Like fools, you and I

Stop, give us a chance
We’ve come so far
Give it another chance – You might regret
I was wrong. I am sorry

I couldn’t say it then
I was being absurd
Now in my grief
I ask for forgiveness

You, Me…we’re both fools
Because of our pride
We wreck ourselves with yearning
You, Me…we’re both fools
For still loving
I cry all day long
Like fools, you and I

I can’t live a moment without you
I cut my hair, I drink but my tears keep flowing

You, Me…we’re both fools
Because of pride (because of pride)
Because of the crazy yearning
We’re breaking down

You, Me…we’re both fools
For still loving
I cry all day long
Like fools, you and I

Please don’t feel devastated no more

c) MARIA>>>

cha chigum shija-khae
chogum-sshwil ttokob-ke
uhh… turyowo-hajima

pyolchyojin nunape
cho tae-yangi ki-reul bichwo
uhh… chol-tae-momchujima

Maria ave Maria
cho hwim-kurum kkeut-kaji nara
Maria ave Maria
gochin-paddowin sang-gwa-nobshi

cha chigum shija-khae
chogum-sshwil ttokob-ke
uhh… chol-tae-momchujima

Maria ave Maria
cho hwim-kurum kkeut-kaji nara
maria ave maria
gochin-paddowin sang-gwa-nobshi

Maria

mamchwo-borin shim-jang chon-chega
koncha-bulsu-ob-shi ttwi-yo-wa

(Repeat 2x) Maria ave Maria
cho hwim-kurum kkeut-kaji nara
Maria ave Maria
chojin-paddowin sang-gwa-nobshi

Meaning---

Alright, let’s start now
Little by little, passionately,
Oh~ Don’t be afraid
That road the sun is shining on, is laying outstretched before your eyes

Oh~ Never stop
Maria, Ave Maria
Fly to the end of those white clouds
Maria, Ave Maria
It doesn’t matter if you go through like the waves

It’s laying right before your eyes
Oh~ Never stop
Fly to the end of those white clouds

d) WINTER SONATA>>>

nae-ga olsu-opsul-korago / i-jen kurolsu op-tago
chebal kuman-harago narul tarrae-ji..
chong-mal i-joborigo shipo / tashin-bolsu-optdamyon
narul chapgo-in-nun noye modun-gol

naega utgo-shipul-ttaemada non / narul / uroborige mandunikka..
o-neu-got hanado naye ttaet-daero nonhalsu optke mandunun-gol
niga bogoshipul-ttaemada nan / irohke muno-jyo-borigo manikka
amuri ijulyogo ae-rulssodo ijulsu optke hanikka

chongmal ichoborigo shipo / tashin bol su opt-damyon
narul chapgo-in-nun noye modun-gol

naega utgo-shipul-ttaemada non / narul / uroborige mandunikka..
o-neu-got hanado naye ttaet-daero nonhalsu optke mandunun-gol
niga bogoshipul-ttaemada nan / irohke muno-jyo-borigo manikka
amuri ijulyogo ae-rulssodo ijulsu optke hanikka

tan hansaramul saranghanun-ge itorok himdunil-injul nan chongmal mollasso

naega utgo-shipul-ttaemada non / narul / uroborige mandunikka..
o-neu-got hanado naye ttaet-daero nonhalsu optke mandunun-gol
niga bogoshipul-ttaemada nan / irohke muno-jyo-borigo manikka
amuri ijulyogo ae-rulssodo ijulsu optke hanikka

MEANING---

I won’t cry for you, I won’t do that kind of thing now
Please don’t do that, I can’t be soothed

* CHORUS *
The truth is I want to forget it all
When I couldn’t see you I realised you were my everything
When I want to smile, will you look at me and cry?
Which is my one hope that you can’t do it at all
When I want you to look at me, will I fall apart?
No matter how you try to forget, can you forget?

Repeat CHORUS

To love only one person is really tough
But I honestly didn’t know that

Repeat CHORUS

e) 3 GATSU 9 KA>>>

Nagareru kisetsu no mannaka de
Futo hi no nagasa wo kanjimasu
Sewashiku sugiru hibi no naka ni
Watashi to anata de yume wo egaku

Sangatsu no kaze ni omoi wo nosete
Sakura no tsubomi wa haru e to tsuzukimasu

Afure dasu hikari no tsubu ga
Sukoshi zutsu asa wo atatamemasu
Ookina akubi wo shita ato ni
Sukoshi tereteru anata no yoko de

Arata na sekai no iriguchi ni tachi
Kizuita koto wa hitori ja nai tte koto

Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai

Sunabokori hakobu tsumujikaze
Sentakumono ni karamarimasu ga
Hirumae no sora no shiroi tsuki wa
Nan da ka kirei de mitoremashita

Umaku wa ikanu koto mo aru keredo
Ten wo aogeba sore sae chiisakute

Aoi sora wa rin to sunde
Hitsujigumo wa shizuka ni yureru
Hana saku wo matsu yorokobi wo
Wakachiaeru no de areba sore wa shiawase

Kono saki mo tonari de sotto hohoende

Hitomi wo tojireba anata ga
Mabuta no ura ni iru koto de
Dore hodo tsuyoku nareta deshou
Anata ni totte watashi mo sou de aritai

MEANING---

In the middle of this drifting season
I suddenly feel the length of the days
In the midst of these quickly-passing days
You and I dream away

With my feelings on the March wind
The cherry blossom buds continue on into spring

The overflowing drops of light
One by one warm the morning
Beside you, I'm a little embarrassed
After a huge yawn

I'm standing at the door to a new world
What I've realized is that I'm not alone

If I close my eyes
You're behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I'm the same for you

The dusty whirlwind
Tangled up the laundry, but
The white moon in the morning sky
Was so beautiful, I couldn't look away

There are things that don't go the way I planned
But if I look up to the sky, even they seem small

The blue sky is cold and clear
The fluffy clouds float by quietly
If I can share with you the joy
Of waiting for the flowers to bloom, I'll be happy

From now on, I want you to be quietly smiling beside me

If I close my eyes
You're behind my eyelids
How strong has that made me?
I hope I'm the same for you

Another favourite song of mine is TOP OF THE WORLD by carpenters. Actually, i shall doing my assignment but i am really not in a right mood to do it. I will start to do it either tomorrow or friday. I must finish it & hand it on time. feel much more relief after repeating listen to the songs. aja aja fighting ^^

bad luck & good luck

Feel that i am bad luck today from the early morning. I forgot to bring my mobile phone to college today. Such a careless girl i am. Feel so inconvenient without hand phone. Does it means that people nowadays can't live without this modern gadget? I can't sms, make phone calls & even look at the time. I feel so insecure without it. Frankly, i am not a heavy user of hand phone but i just keep on thinking how can i call for help if anything happen on me. So doubtful.

Then, i waited for the bus at 6pm to back home. The bus was late & i think the bus just reach 7 something. The bus was break down & the uncle try his very best to come after it has been repaired. However, traffic jam. After i reach the bus station that near my apartment, i have to walk back home. Luckily, the rain is getting small. If not, i can't even walk back to my apartment which need around 15 minutes. Furthermore, i can't ask my aunty to fetch me since i didn't bring my hp. I feel so scared & afraid to walk alone since it is so dark. Finally, i back home safe. feel tired then. i need a very good rest. hope i can find my samsung printer's cd in order for me to upload in my laptop. i have to print out my notes & photocopy for xuan & chooi qing.

Jia you !

mixture

I enjoy having class everyday though i have to wake up early in the morning. It is not because that i love what i am learning now but i just feel that my life is meaningful when i am busy with my things. It is like a student life. I just need to have my days free on friday to sunday. it is enough for me. I am not that greedy.

Yesterday, i just had a talk with shu leen, my classmate. Everyday, we will take bus to college. I just realized that her actual ambition is to become a dancer. Due to the objection of her parents, she just change her mind & doing law. feel so sad for her. I knew the feeling that can't pursue our dreams. Maybe i encountered the quite alike situation with her. Reading law is not my own interest & becoming a lawyer is not my dream at this moment. I love language & hope to become a great diplomat. I knew it is a bit difficult for me to do that but at least i will work very hard to obtain excellent result in my undergraduate course. It is because i want to strike my another dream--- i want to study abroad with full scholarship that my dad need not pay single sen. Hopefully, both of us can do what we like. Jia you!

Had korean food in Daorae as my dinner with my brother & mika. Enjoy the foods so much. There are banchan, kim chi hot pot, pajeon, steam egg, watermelon, rice tea & coke. I like the food there & the waiters are very friendly. Sometimes, they are too friendly that make me feel scared..haha.... About my favourite foods, i think i prefer asian food such as japanese food, korean food, chinese food & thai food. I didn't really like western food as i had a scary moment in chilis with ai wei & may. It is merely because of the extremely huge proportion of food. I still remember my fish & chips & vanilla blended with banana that make me so full that i feel so uncomfortable. That's why i am afraid of western food. Whenever my brother invite me to have western food, i just reject him. At this moment, i still can't forget the over-stuffed feelings.

There is an assignment for contract law. has to hand in on next tuesday. be hardworking, pei lin!

Fri----sat

Woke up quite early this few days because my family are here & i have to accompany them. Yesterday was my sister's big day--- graduation ceremony ! Congrats to her ! Though they just allow 3 persons to attend, 7 persons of my family went there. It is a boring moment for me but surely it is a happy moment for my parents & sister. Then, we went to Gardens to have our lunch in Zanmai. Frankly, the foods are so so. I think i won't prefer to go there if i can.

Today, i accompanied them to shop in Ikea, Ikano power centre & the curve. Sister bought a purse that i recommend her to buy & she really love it. Actually, i am quite tired & sleepy this few days. However, i am really happy that i can spent time with my family. They are very important to me.

*** Mum bought me a nice & stylish purple in color necklace for me. yeah:) purple is one of my favorite colours ***

usual

As usual, went for class & i did back home earlier since there was no Malaysian studies class. so happy since i have much more time to do my own things such as watching my favorite TVB series..i knew i don't get much from watching too much cantonese series but it really make me feel relax doing some light works ^^

In the evening, i accompanied my auntie together with Zheng Yao, kai xin & bernice to Desa Parkcity park. They enjoyed a lot while playing & i am the one who push kai xin around with trolley. Kai xin is really cute & she is doing a lot of facial expressions. I am contented to see her being happy. Being a baby or children is really a nice thing. Nothing much to worry, being pampered by parents & being protected by parents. I miss the time when i was a children where i hang around with my siblings by cycling to the nearby malay kampung( village) without the permission of my grandma who is taking care us. So, if she notice us missing, we will be beaten once we back home. Yet, we keep on doing this though we will get punishment.

Zheng Yao is going to stay overnight at my house. He is enjoying watching drama in my house. At least we did accompany him for just 1 night in this 1 week holiday. Hope we bring some joys & laughter to him. Very tired today. have to sleep earlier.

happy ^^

I gradually get used to the college life & i met a few very nice friends. When i took the bus today, i met shook leen. She is very friendly & amicable. Actually, she is look alike with Ann. Make me think of Ann. Both of them are pretty & have sweet smile. I found out that shook leen is really a nice friend to have. Hope that we can be closer. Anyway, it depends on fate. I treasure her a lot.

Auntie send me kai xin's photo. Oh my gosh, she looks so sweet & cute. I miss her lots like she is my darling & sweetie ^^

Is she cute? she seems like thinking hard=p



She laugh so naive....very adorable... i like this photo very much...


Zheng yao, nicolas, mathilde & ming fong aunty with kai xin ( from left)...they are part of my beloved family=)

tiring

Maybe i am so used to the idle life that i had before. So, when i start with the normal schooling hour, i am extremely exhausted. My brain is like stuck and freaking tired. Many stuffs are inside my tiny brain.

This 2 days, i kept on sms-ed may,ai wei, hing mun, kah wai, winnie & wei chen. As hing mun request to have a gathering, i am the one who will organize as usual. It is really time consuming & i think i won't be doing it next time. It is ok to do it once a while but not always. It is good to let others to have a chance doing it. Only wei chen doesn't reply my message. hmm..i do not know whether he will feel embarass to meet me. However, i feel comfortable to meet him. It is not a big deal. We were classmates before after all. Hope he will forget the past & i hope i won't lost him as a friend. I can feel that he is really a nice & kind friend that worth to be. I am really ok after 2 years++. I do hope that we can meet. It really depends whether kah wai can persuade him to go but not me. I did what i can already. So, hope to see you all on 20th of sept, 1pm in midvalley.

Happy belated birthday to Huey Koon:) though it is late, my sincere wishes to you will not be lessen. It has been such a long time that we don't meet even talking or e-mailing. As long as you are happy in Australia, i will be happy too. All the best to you & take care! You might or won't read my blog. Hope you can sense or feel my wishes towards you.

Zheng yao phoned me when i was in library today. He asked me to go park with him. I feel really sorry that i have to turn him down as i can't back home so fast. I will accompany him on friday if i can. Hope he has an enjoyable & happy holiday:) love you!

New start

Today is a new day ahead of me. I will start everything all over again. Firstly, I will have my very personal blog which I will try to update daily about my days and share my thoughts to my friends. Please bear with me if my blog is boring but i will try to make it to be more attractive & interesting.

Went to college as usual. Since the public law class has been canceled, i back home around 3pm. Actually, I shall having my Korean class today but i am having severe menstruation pain. Extremely painful that i don't even feel like walking. Anyway, i am feeling much better now. The Intermediate level 1 is going to end soon= test coming soon (this thursday). I have to work really hard to pass my test. I want to get distinction. Aja aja fighthing!

My family will be coming to KL to attend my sis's graduation ceremony.Even my grandma will be coming too. Feel happy to see them.

*** hope that i can get along well with my new classmates. have to remind myself that i will be kind and friendly to others. Jia you to myself! ***

***please bear with my english errors too. will try to write in proper and correct english***