Semester break

Semester break officially started. I will have semester break till 3rd of Jan 2010.
Last few weeks were really busy. went to Genting Highlands & Port Dickson with classmates which were fun & tiring.
For the Genting trip, 11 of us were squeezed to fit in room for First World Hotel. One can really imagine how packed the place was if one had been stayed at the hotel. We brought alcoholic drinks along with us as they mentioned that clubbing in Genting is expensive. I really have no idea about that as if i go to clubbing, i will only go for the sake of socializing with friends. Since the room is so small, we drank alcohol outdoor which is the empty space near the garden of the hotel. Many hilarious incidents happened as a few of them drunk like insane people. On the other hand, for those who did not get drunk, including me, we need to take care of those drunk person. Worst still, a friend vomited all over my body which is quite disgusting. Anywhere, i can't blame her as she was totally drunk at that moment. Another friend, also being drunk, sprained her ankle when she ran around the room & we need to hurry her to those 24 hours' clinic. So, i only slept around 6am after i settled them. In conclusion, it is fun but i would book more rooms next time because i could only find a small space to sleep that night.

For the trip to Port Dickson, it was a sudden decision to celebrate Ben's birthday. So, we reached there at night. After dinner(kinda supper), we celebrated Ben's birthday followed by drinking session & games. Ben & Stallend brought a few bottles of wines. These time, some of them really get drunk & we need to settle them again which made us only slept at 4am. better than the trip in Genting. We were being woken up at 7am next morning by those who were really excited to play in the water park. After that, we checked out & went to Seremban had our lunch. Then, we went to Stallend's house to rest for a while before proceeded our dinner. After finished the dinner, we went back KL straight away. i was totally dead, tired & sleepy after the trip. That's why i kept on 'fishing' in the classes the following day. Personally, i did not really enjoy the drinking sessions which brought a lot of side effects. I would not let myself drunk as i would control the intake of alcohol & follow some methods of drinking alcohol. All in all, it is fun.

Besides, auntie went to Korea last week. So, i need to babysit Kai Xin (my cousin) whenever uncle need to settle his things. Babysit is tiring & time-consuming but it is worthy. Kai Xin is cute, fun, hilarious & innocent. She is an angel to me. I think babies are sweetheart for every mother.

I will go Malacca with my friends in secondary school cum Leo members this coming Saturday. Feel so excited & can't really wait for it. I did not travel with them since 5 years ago. Time really passed like a rocket.

May had broken out with her bf. She is sad but it is controllable according to her. Will meet up with her tomorrow. Can't give much advice but will be very willingly lending my shoulder & ears for her. hope she is alright. kinda worried of her.

Will only back Ipoh next week. Gotta bring lots of books back home. Need to finish making notes for all chapters for 4 subjects. Hopefully, i can make it. Need to concentrate.

Hope that my secret wish will come true. I will only know it in the mid of Dec. Really pray deeply that i can make it =.=

Happy holiday to everyone who had semester break^^

I'm Okay:)

Just want to say that i am okay & fine to people who are concerned with me & i am concerned with:)

I knew that the posts that i wrote previously were quite moody, down or any words that can use to describe something negative but everything is fine to me now. No longer had insomnia which is a great blessing to me. I will be the one that i used to be. Thanks for concerning and i really appreciated very much:)

Back to study now. Still have loads of assignments awaiting for me. have great days everyone!

sudden thought

Sometimes, i doubted whether i am being anti-social.
I always doubt myself whether i am being unapproachable to others.
I try to mix with the people but i feel uneasy with them.
I feel more lonely when i am with them as no one can understand my complicated mind.
I try to be happy with them but i knew deep inside my heart, i smile for the sake of no reason.
I try to talk with the topics they like but i dislike the topics because i can't understand their thinking.
I knew the only way i can do is to accept their differences with me and try to be good with them.
Logically, i shall behave method as i mentioned above.
However, i choose to behave following my heart. I rather be alone instead of lonely.
Do allow me to be myself without hurting others.
I would be very happy then:)

几米

我喜欢几米的作品. 除了有很美的绘画, 短短的几句话就可以把所要的意境带出来. 其实, 我只是从网络中看到几张很漂亮的绘画而想要放在自己的部落格:) 就是这么简单的原因.

The Time Traveler's Wife

I went to watch The Time Traveler's Wife alone whereas my youngest brother & Mika watched Poker's King at the same time. I knew i won't enjoy watching Poker's King as the storyline will base on playing poker's cards in which i did not really know how to play poker's cards. So, i chose to watch The Time Traveler's Wife by myself which is absolutely okay for me.

I did not really know the synopsis of the movie but the title of the movie attracted me to give it a try. The movie is great in certain part. In the movie, Clare has been in love with Henry but Henry is a time traveler which means he has to live his life on a shifting time line, skipping back and forth through his lifespan with no control due to rare genetic problem. So, Henry will travel to another space of time without warning & it caused difficulties in their life after they married. The whole movie evolved how both of them compromise with each other because of love. Though at the end of the movie, Henry died but he will still exist temporarily after his death as he will travel from the forth to back. Hopefully, i did not confused all of you by narrated the story in my own word.

I wish i am Clare as i will know what happen in the future & future husband:) However, it is quite impossible as different people have its own fate or destiny. It is better to appreciate life of everyday instead of knowing what will happen in the future. Life will be more excited if i do not know what i will end up. Thus, i will live life to fullest everyday so that i live without regrets. However, love ( love between family, friends, lovers,etc) will enlighten our days for sure!

random

Went out with my classmates today.
We went for bowling and a movie session.
Enjoyed the bowling session very much as lots of fun!
Later, we went to watch Jeniffer's Body. The movie is so so. In fact, i did not understand certain parts of the movie.

Had promised to post the photos but it is very slow & takes time to upload the photos. Perhaps the line is not so good or the internet connection here is bad. So, i will do it when i am free.

Assignments are coming in piles. Need to finish them on time.

I have difficulties in understanding Law of Trusts. Tried to pay full attention in class but i still feel blur. Will do more readings started with the easier books. I must admit that lecturer is very knowledgeable but she may make the lesson straight to the point. We are like in a maze when we had her class.

Will go back hometown tomorrow. extremely happy. home is the best shelter for me anytime.

Recently, mood is swinging terribly bad. Will keep thinking things in a more positive way & control myself. However, no one know about this. I will just only be moody when i am alone in my room. Everything is fine. I think it is me who think too much unnecessary things.

Sometimes, i prefer to be alone. Please leave me alone when i mentioned it. When i mentioned i need to be alone, i really mean it. It doesn't mean i am angry or dislike someone when i said that but it is merely my inner desire that yearn for quiet time that is exclusively for myself.

This post seems so messy. I just feel like writing something but not in an order. Good night & sweet dreams!

久违了!

After 2 weeks missing in action, I am here again to blog. After i had exam in 4 days consecutively, i feel so 'dead'. So tired but at least everything had passed for this moment. Life is back to normal which i really appreciated very much:) I will update my rather outdated photos took in Bangkok 2 month before soon. I knew it is a bit late & i might forget quite a lot of details.

I will resume my language class soon which i had stopped for quite a long time. Hopefully, i can pick up very soon. Studies is busy but i hope to do something which i like and enjoy. So, i will rather sacrifice some extra time to study foreign language.

Okie. Hope everyone have a nice weeks ahead!