一位朋友的故事

我的朋友, 珊, 已经二十多岁了, 但是, 从未谈恋爱, 至今她还是单身. 周围的朋友都一直问她是否有一位神秘男友, 她总是说我们胡说八道. 终于有一天, 她和我们说出了一直藏在心中的故事.

珊从小都是在全女校就读,家里管得很严. 初中一时,她去了一个补习班. 身材略胖的她,经常被班上的男生嘲笑, 唯独他,明.明是位品学兼优的男生.他帅气的笑容和乐于助人的性格令班上的女同学倾心不已. 珊已经习惯了别人,尤其是异性的冷嘲热讽.明的例外令她受宠若惊. 从那时开始, 她对明渐渐产生了好感. 她从不奢望明对她有同等的感觉. 由于明的成绩优秀, 为了引起他的注意, 她努力的念书. 珊希望自己可以匹配优秀的明.经过一番努力后, 珊的成绩突飞猛进,成为女同学之冠. 珊总会从弟弟的口中得知明的消息. 恰巧珊的弟弟与明参加同一个学会和一起学习打羽毛球. 有一天,弟弟告诉珊一宗消息,明喜欢她.这消息令她感到不可思议亦令她感到欣喜若狂.另一方面, 她开始感到明望着她的眼神很奇怪了.她感到不知所措,决定忽视他的眼神.

直到初中二的某天, 补习班上的男生们开始起哄明喜欢珊. 顿时间, 补习班的老师与同学们都懂得这个消息,甚至老师们也开他们玩笑. 这令他们俩尴尬不已. 终于,珊鼓起了最大的勇气, 写了一封信给他问个明白. 可是, 明否认喜欢她.同时,明决定与珊通过书信来认识彼此. 其实,珊也感到很迷惑. 明曾经向她的弟弟说明喜欢珊, 可是为什么又否决了呢? 为了不想错过进一步认识明,珊决定假装不懂.他们每天都会通信,而他们的"邮递员"就是珊的弟弟. 在短短的半年里,他们成为无所不谈的好朋友.他们的关系就像比好朋友更好亦懂彼此都喜欢对方, 但是,又不能成为恋人.这种暧昧的情况一直维持到初中三.

初中三时的生日对珊是悲伤的.明告诉她得到邻国的奖学金,而必须到邻国念高中一和二. 珊虽然很舍不得,但是,为了明的前途,她决定鼓励和祝福他, 不做任何的挽留. 就这样, 珊一直用电邮与他保持联络.起初的一年,一切都安好.可是, 珊开始觉得与他的距离越来越远了.她从明的部落格得知他喜欢另一位女生了. 珊得知后,感到很失落. 珊明白不能怪他因为他没有对她承诺什么. 她的心感到很痛,好像有一把刀插入心里. 珊用了一段很长,很长的时间疗伤.由于没有任何朋友和家人可以倾诉,珊得花上很长的时间释怀.最后,她苦涩地告诉我们,当有男生向她表示好感时,她总是装傻因为她已经不能轻易地接受一段感情了.伤口虽然复原了,但是, 心里还是很害怕.

听了珊的故事后,几位朋友们都说她傻.可是,我觉得她一点都不傻,只是比较执着. 我希望她忘记一切的不愉快吧!毕竟,这件事情已经发生在五年前了.我总是觉得喜欢一个人是一回事,是否可以在一起就得靠是否在对的时间和地方遇到对的人.衷心祝福她找到喜欢的人和把握机会吧! 有些人和事情,一旦错过就不在.

Quiet

The apartment that i am living now is so quiet. Just left Mika and me. My little bro went to UK yesterday for studying. When we sent him off to UK at the airport, the atmosphere is so dull. Mika felt so sad & wept buckets when my little bro left. Anyway, studying abroad is good for him. Hopefully, he can get used to the life there soon!

Thanks!!!

Happy 22nd birthday to myself:)
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Thank you Dad & Mum for bringing me to this world & taking good care of me:)

Thank you to all my family members for giving me unconditional love & support=)

Thank you for having such loving & caring friends^^

Thank you for those celebrated my birthday with me. It is my honour & pleasure to have all of you with me!!!

Thank you for sending me message through hand phone or facebook or face to face. All the messages brightened up my days.

Thank you Xiang, Wen & Mika for giving me a nice treat:)

Thank you Xuan, Nicole, Chui Qing, Wai Kit & Sun Jia for spending the whole day with me & the surprises given to me.

random post

I had a conversation with my previous classmate in secondary school. I really feel happy for her as she finally settle down. Before that, she was so confused about what she wants to study and her future. She is like a ship without captain, a country without leader,so uncertain. She had changed to different colleges, lived in a messy life & even her parents thought she was so emotional that something 'dirty' disturbed her. All I can do for her is encourage her when she is in need. From the conversation, her tone is more cheerful & she is optimistic towards her future. She decided to concentrate in what she likes which is drawing without any regrets. She is very happy and feel like being a children as she can choose what she likes. Personally, i think she is very brave. She had the courage to make a first step for what she wants as not many of us can do it including me. Sometimes, i even think of whether the education system of this country which indirectly led to the scenario as above. Students do not know what they are interested, their abilities, etc and end up leading a mess in life. I saw few examples around me in which many of them do not know what they are good at or they are not interested in their field of studies. Perhaps, i shall not be conclusive. Anyway, before we ended the conversation, we encouraged each other to study hard. It was so great that we can still keep in touch though we did not meet each other face to face for 5 years. All the best to her!!!

Back!

I am back! It has been such a long time for me to blog again. Many things happened in between but i really do not want to post the incidents here because i would like to keep them as personal matters. Besides, life is routine and i did not know what i shall blog. I bought many books during the book fest last august. I think more than 10 books. So, i am broke:( However, i think it is worthy to book-lovers. The book fest for this year was not as good as previous years because less books compared with previous years especially books from Hong Kong and Taiwan. Other than selling books, a variety of stalls which were not related to books such as snacks, shoes, bags, etc were set up. Personally, I prefer books shall be the most important thing in book fest.

New semester started last week. I have classes 3 days per week. I will be taking law of tort, trusts, evidence and land law. I had browsed through the books. The subjects above rely on statutes most of the time= a lot of memorizing...Will be very serious this year onwards. It is very important as there will be a classification for the grades. At this moment, academic is one of my priorities as i am a student.

Went to Bangkok with May. It was such a pleasant trip. I felt so rejuvenated after the trip. Bangkok is really very different with what i imagined. I will put on the photos when i am free.

At hometown

I am at my hometown now till next week. These few days, i met my friends as some of them are having semester break too. It is great to meet with them as it is not easy to meet them. Most of them study abroad. However, there are still some things that i have to do before i back KL.
1) renew my license
2) Will look for Chin Leng this Wednesday & Thursday with Hor Yuet
3) stay overnight at my grandma's house
4) help mum to settle her thing

I am busy reading the twilight series. Hopefully, i can finish all the books by this week. I seldom update my blog because i does not know what i want to write. Maybe i need some 'sparks' in my life in order to inspire me to write.

tagged by michelle

Since Michelle tagged me and i am having semester break, i will surely do it:)

Beside your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
probably cheeks or forehead...

How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
energetic

Who was the last person/people you took a picture with?
my current classmates during the last day of the exam(2 weeks before)

Would you consider yourself spoiled?
i personally think so but don't really know what others think about me..perhaps some may tell me if one think i am spoiled. I don't mind listen the real fact:p

Will you donate blood?
I donated blood before. the feeling is not bad at all... Shin Yee, Kelvin & Khai Herng(previous housemates) who encouraged me to do so...

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
probably only one before

Do you want someone to be dead?
definitely no!!!

What does your last text message say?
can't remember....

What are you thinking right now?
which job shall i do during the break...will i pass my exam...actually,lots of things i am thinking now....

Do you want someone to be with you right now?
i prefer to stay alone now..doing some things personally...

What was the time you went to bed last night?
around 1am after finished reading the readers' digest...

Where did you buy tee you are wearing right now?
OOOps!!! dunno:p

Is someone on your mind right now?
yup..a few..

Who was the last person who text you?
Chin Leng
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im gonna put the tag-list here so that people don't get blur like i did..
1. Wei Qi
2. Wei Haun
3. Ee Vonn
4. Jessie
5. Yi Wen


Who is No.2 having a relationship with?
don't have any idea..perhaps she can tell me personally if she want..

Is No.3 is male or female?
a talented girl:)

If No.5 and No.1 get togather, would it be good?
i think so & in fact they knew each other since secondary school...

What is No.1 studying about?
engineering

When was the last time you chatted with them?
can't remember...i think it has been a long time..some of them met during CNY this year!

Is No.4 single?
married..she is my dearest auntie=)

Say something about No.2
a very clever girl for sure!!!

Waht do you think No.3 and No.5 being togather?
i think they will be quite good if they know each other...

Describe No.4
a caring & an understanding person

What will you do if No.2 and No.3 fight?
i am quite sure they won't...

Do you like No.5?
yes as friend:)

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